Recently, just finish a event and yet, dont feel so good over it at all. I dont feel proud over it, feels like my ownership, hardship, efforts have been taken away. Running over the place, getting approval, last min request for the things to be prepare, settling everything right.
Seems like no credit for it, seems like "doing it with no rewards/ no appreciation", Oh well, it is like that? Looks like it is.
Yes, things are a bit messy for the event, those things i overlooked, sabo by other company and therefore, have learn it and making sure next time will look into the details.
But does that mean...when a person overlook or did something wrong and that is it? That person have to wear a "clothes" of "black sheep"? means that person is no use at all? seems like it....and i hate that feeling.
Feeling of being "look down", hate of feeling "can he make it?", hate of feeing like "oh, remember that time he screw it up?" etc.....what can i say? Does that mean that the person cannot do it and make it right again? why does this have to happen to me? i really feel the pain inside...sour..n aching...looks like it is how the people behave in general regardsless of what your work is or even in school. This is how people behave and think.
Speaking so, then how to raise up leaders/manager/students leader if we dont allow them to make mistakes and give them many chances to prove it again without having those "nose" over the their head? Watching over them is another issue which i am not talking about here. So, ya, sorry.
The thing is, i feel that the event i did, was being "lightly look upon". Felt so disappointed. And sure enough, those feelings i mention, can really feel it coming out towards me.
I shall not backbite others into this blog. Even its my blog, i can say anything i want to but i still feels it is not so nice to say. So i just blog about the feelings I have towards the event.
Well, I want to make it a point that in future, we should not judge ppl or have a bad view towards those people who screw up our plans or events. Afterall, they are still humans and humans makes mistakes. Now, please dont take tis to the other end which means, for those people whom are lazy and dont want to learn from mistakes, who are not teachable and keep on repeating the same mistakes for many many times, you deserves the "looking" at you.
So at the end, we all have to work hard and put efforts into what we are being place responsible over it. 要对的起自己 and others so when you do your work put real efforts in it. At the end of the day, you will feel proud of yourself.
ok....gtg...
love u all.
Cheers!
humm..so wat is the "time" i give myself? maybe.....2 months? must really do it...LOL...